“find out who you are, and do it on purpose.”
it is this. totally and completely just going there. regularly. checking in.
digging deep. find out who you are.
a few years ago I would have never shared a picture of myself like this.
that girl who whispers…
“they will think your vain”
“don’t get so into yourself, they will judge you”
“they wont like you.”
this year, I am learning to quiet her.
( WHO THE FUCK IS THEY AND WHY HAVE THEY BEEN RUNNING MY LIFE?!?)
AND to embrace my pure joy that feeds me and has been a long time coming. I am happy. I look happy. I found out who I am, and I live on purpose. I want to share what I have done and continue to do with others. that brings me joy.
I have boxes of photos & journals that I want to share with you to prove it wasn’t always this way. evidence that I was so unhealthy and unhappy … but I don’t have to.
I can actually be happy without feeling bad about it. without having to share about the painful past as a way to prove that I deserve this.
whoa. that could be the release I have been waiting for.
what if I don’t have to tell it all, or bring it with me.
I could just shine. I could live on purpose because Its my dharma. I have spent my whole life to be here.