it took a long time.
it was never as i thought it would
be.
I am surprised daily by the beauty that surrounds me.
there were years of darkness & struggle, internal conflict & so many questions.
it all led to this moment, this knowing & trusting MYSELF as the teacher.
listening to my heart & moving with my intuition.
saying, “shhhhh” to the monkey mind.

I lay quietly. watching the snow.mind races. I place one hand on my heart & one on my belly. I can FEEL I am on the right path. i trust in what will show up.

I can do this.
Showing up with strength & softness.

its all magic.